“I thought that time would change things”

“I thought that time would change things”
But it did not change this, this is what I was counting on, but you’re still here tormenting me, I have to ask myself if you don’t leave how long until I have to. And even when you are gone, I know you will live on in my mind, always hurting me. I try to sleep but I can feel you holding me. And you wont let me go, and your not even here, now it’s all in my head, (and I know it) but that not making it any easier. Will I ever get over this, will I ever recover or is this just the way things are, one more thing I have to live with. Until the day I die, and if that is so, I pray it may be soon, for you won’t leave me alone, somehow I need you. You broke me, I need you to fix me, I can’t seem to do this myself, I can’t do much at all anymore. I told you to leave me alone, but you wouldn’t listen, but back then I didn’t know, I would never feel alone, because when I turn out that light, your right here with me, and although you’re only imaginary, you’re still tormenting me.

Sauce of inspiration = Something For Kate – Working Against Me